Wednesday, April 22, 2026

Thick Skin


I was raised by thin skinned people
to have thick skin
so when they beat on me
they wouldn't have to feel so guilty

But that is crap
Nobody has thick skin
The older we get
the thinner it gets

The softer it gets
The more transparent it gets
The more sensitive it gets
The lonelier it gets

Old skin bruises easy
Wounds bleed for longer
Hearts break on the daily
not to mention bones

Corneas cloud over 
like winter skies moving in
to squeeze out the sunshine of summer 
and the technicolor of fall

Internal landscapes of memory
take over the story
and only soft hands 
provide a safe place to land

The smoke and mirrors of thick skin
is like the blind leading the blind
Trapped in the battlefield of mind 
War is not gentle or kind

So lets not worry about our skin
Instead, may we tend to our hearts
May we tenderize our hands
Please, wont you come and take mine?

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Tuesday, January 6, 2026

Dawn. RIP, 2025


The darkest night shade

The dream you wake to

The final toss and turn

No birds, no cars, no chatter

The veil is thin

Ancestors whisper

and dance the curtains


So shy and sweet 

Awkward and kind

Introverted and funny

Gentle and fierce

Soft fresh wings 

always tucked inside

An unhatched butterfly 


Iron Maiden chrysalis 

of addiction 

Mental illness

Sexual abuse history 

Poverty, debt and divorce 

A caged bird doesn’t stand a chance

if there is nothing to sing about 


The new year newly born

but last years cocoon 

just wouldn’t let go

One cold morning 

just before dawn 

She walked alone

down the center of the road


Near misses

called 911

but rescue came too late

In the darkest hour 

a semi turned the corner

and Dawn stepped in front

just before the light broke


Dont mention

the unmentionable 

The load seems too heavy 

already

Instead the remaining live

inside the wish

that we had mentioned something sooner


Only Dawn knows

when enough is Enough 

But you have to wait 

through the midnight blues

of never ending expectation 

Always strong and steady

Perpetually ready


It must have been exhausting 

never being able let go

Even the dark gives up

and gives in to the light

that is waiting 

to wake you up

and walk you home


After all the decades

you have tried

If the only way out

that showed itself 

was on the inside

Day after day

Night after night

Ashes to ashes

Dust to dust

It’s ok to go




Monday, November 10, 2025

Engine Number 2


We stopped at the flashing red lights

On the way to the airport 

Dawn was just beginning to break 

behind the silhouette trees


To ease the tension

I said “I don’t really mind trains

because I love to watch the graffiti 

and listen to the sound”


My driver perked

“Me too” he said

“The artwork can be 

really good!”


After that our conversation turned

to woo’s and ahh’s

when the red lights illuminated 

a particularly snazzy design


The caboose came and went

but the flashing lights stayed

as another set of freight

followed directly behind


“Well shoot” I said

“Guess we shouldn’t have 

enjoyed that last one so much.”

My train spotting companion laughed


We continued admiration

Comfortable in each other’s company

As if surrendering to engine number 2

was a choice


We were rewarded

with huge letters near the end

that said “Frac the Police”

Erupting us in grand finally laughter


Sometimes Joy happens 

in moments of waiting 

through intentional misspellings 

revealing the purpose of resistance

Sunday, October 19, 2025