Gypsy Schindler
Wednesday, January 7, 2026
Tuesday, January 6, 2026
Dawn. RIP, 2025
The darkest night shade
The dream you wake to
The final toss and turn
No birds, no cars, no chatter
The veil is thin
Ancestors whisper
and dance the curtains
So shy and sweet
Awkward and kind
Introverted and funny
Gentle and fierce
Soft fresh wings
always tucked inside
An unhatched butterfly
Iron Maiden chrysalis
of addiction
Mental illness
Sexual abuse history
Poverty, debt and divorce
A caged bird doesn’t stand a chance
if there is nothing to sing about
The new year newly born
but last years cocoon
just wouldn’t let go
One cold morning
just before dawn
She walked alone
down the center of the road
Near misses
called 911
but rescue came too late
In the darkest hour
a semi turned the corner
and Dawn stepped in front
just before the light broke
Dont mention
the unmentionable
The load seems too heavy
already
Instead the remaining live
inside the wish
that we had mentioned something sooner
Only Dawn knows
when enough is Enough
But you have to wait
through the midnight blues
of never ending expectation
Always strong and steady
Perpetually ready
It must have been exhausting
never being able let go
Even the dark gives up
and gives in to the light
that is waiting
to wake you up
and walk you home
After all the decades
you have tried
If the only way out
that showed itself
was on the inside
Day after day
Night after night
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
It’s ok to go
Tuesday, November 18, 2025
Monday, November 10, 2025
Engine Number 2
We stopped at the flashing red lights
On the way to the airport
Dawn was just beginning to break
behind the silhouette trees
To ease the tension
I said “I don’t really mind trains
because I love to watch the graffiti
and listen to the sound”
My driver perked
“Me too” he said
“The artwork can be
really good!”
After that our conversation turned
to woo’s and ahh’s
when the red lights illuminated
a particularly snazzy design
The caboose came and went
but the flashing lights stayed
as another set of freight
followed directly behind
“Well shoot” I said
“Guess we shouldn’t have
enjoyed that last one so much.”
My train spotting companion laughed
We continued admiration
Comfortable in each other’s company
As if surrendering to engine number 2
was a choice
We were rewarded
with huge letters near the end
that said “Frac the Police”
Erupting us in grand finally laughter
Sometimes Joy happens
in moments of waiting
through intentional misspellings
revealing the purpose of resistance






