I’m not very good
at staying in the good
I coast for two days
and then the thirds not so charming
I’m not very good at taking a compliment
Sitting in the space of praise
makes the count down start
I slow motion implode
sabotaging each good moment
until
I
RUIN
THEM
ALL
I’m very good at holding onto guilt
Shame could be my middle name
I’ll tell me how I’m wrong
in every tiny detail
Then I can make sure
I get it right when I tell you
so we can both feel bad
Ring around the rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes
We
all
fall
down
all
fall
down