I’m not very good 
at staying in the good 
I coast for two days
and then the thirds not so charming 
I’m not very good at taking a compliment 
Sitting in the space of praise 
makes the count down start
I slow motion implode
sabotaging each good moment 
until 
I 
RUIN 
THEM
ALL
I’m very good at holding onto guilt
Shame could be my middle name
I’ll tell me how I’m wrong
in every tiny detail 
Then I can make sure
I get it right when I tell you
so we can both feel bad
Ring around the rosies 
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes
We
all
fall
down
all
fall
down